FORGOTTEN
Somewhere along the way I forgot who I am! No, I don't think I've ever really known who I am!
DISCLAIMER:
I am who I am, I'm tired of giving myself to people that pretend to do for me! I AM TIRED OF BEING STUPID! I am not fighting for me or for you at this point!
I just let shit happen without thinking how this is going to effect me in 5 or 7 years! I'm sick of seeing my face getting old and my heart hurting like it did when I was 8.
Looking for love in all the wrong places. I think I've forgotten myself, but in reality, I've never been myself! That was suppressed so long ago. I want so bad some positive attention. Negative is better than none... I've been told.
Tears flow down my face, I will be 46 in a week and a day. In numerology 1.
I need to get the fuck out of this house, but I started drinking, so I better not leave this house!
The people I spend my time on have no thought for me, when they deceit me. I deceit me!
