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05092018 Ashleigh Graduation

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Three Little Monsters



Watching my kids walk down a path, enjoying each other's company. I ofthen wished, I had that same comradery. The ability to enjoy my sibling's company.

They love to pick on each other, but enjoy having one another around. They wouldn't admit that to me or anyone else, but you can see it in them as they respond and react to each other.

Friday, September 12, 2008

So, I saw this on a random blog and thought it was pretty fun. The bolded ones I have done. It made me think s lot sbout what I have and haven't done in life!

1. Touched an iceberg
2. Slept under the stars
3. Been a part of a hockey fight
4. Changed a baby's diaper
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Swam with wild dolphins
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a tarantula
10. Said "I love you" and meant it
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a professional sports game
17. Been to the top of the Sears Tower
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
20. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Bet on a winning horse
23. Taken a sick day when not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Taken an ice cold bath
28. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
29. Seen a total eclipse (of the moon)
30. Ridden a roller coaster
31. Hit a home run
32. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
33. Adopted an accent for fun
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Felt very happy about your life, even for just a moment
36. Loved your job 90% of the time
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Watched wild whales
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Gone on a midnight walk on the beach
41. Gone sky diving
42. Visited Ireland
43. Ever bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited India
45. Bench-pressed your own weight
46. Milked a cow
47. Alphabetized your personal files
48. Ever worn a superhero costume
49. Sung karaoke
50. Lounged around in bed all day
51. Gone snorkling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Done something you should regret, but don't
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business(for other people)
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Sung on a CD
60. Gone without food for 3 days
61. Made cookies from scratch
62. Won first prize in a costume contest
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Been in a combat zone
65. Spoken more than one language fluently
66. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
67. Bounced a check (not my fault)
68. Read - and understood - your credit report
69. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
70. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
71. Called or written your Congress person
72. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
73. Seen the Golden Gate Bridge
74. Helped an animal give birth
75. Been fired or laid off from a job
76. Won money
77. Broken a bone
78. Ridden a motorcycle
79. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
80. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
81. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
82. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
83. Eaten sushi
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read The Bible cover to cover
86. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
87. Gotten someone fired for their actions
88. Gone back to school
89. Changed your name
90. Caught a fly in the air with your bare hands
91. Eaten fried green tomatoes
92. Read The Iliad
93. Taught yourself an art from scratch
94. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
95. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
96. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
97. Been elected to public office
98. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
99. Had to see someone you love in hospice care
100. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
101. Had a booth at a street fair
102. Dyed your hair
103. Been a DJ
104. Rocked a baby to sleep
105. Ever dropped a cat from a high place to see if it really lands on all four
106. Raked your carpet
107. Brought out the best in people
108. Brought out the worst in people
109. Worn a mood ring
110. Ridden a horse
111. Carved an animal from a piece of wood or bar of soap
112. Cooked a dish where four people asked for the recipe
113. Buried a child
114. Gone to a Broadway play on Broadway
115. Been inside the pyramids
116. Shot a basketball into a basket
117. Danced at a disco
118. Played in a band
119. Shot a bird
120. Gone to an arboretum
121. Tutored someone
122. Ridden a train
123. Brought an old fad back into style
124. Eaten caviar
125. Let a salesman talk you into something you didn't need
126. Ridden a giraffe or elephant
127. Published a book
128. Pieced a quilt
129. Lived in an historic place
130. Acted in a play or performed on a stage
131. Asked for a raise
132. Made a hole-in-one
133. Gone deep sea fishing
134. Gone roller skating
135. Run a marathon
136. Learned to surf
137. Invented something
138. Flown first class
139. Spent the night in a 5-star luxury suite
140. Flown in a helicopter
141. Visited Africa
142. Sang a solo
143. Gone spelunking
144. Learned how to take a compliment
145. Written a love-story
146. Seen Michelangelo's David
147. Had your portrait painted
148. Written a fan letter
149. Spent the night in something haunted
150. Owned a St. Bernard or Great Dane
151. Ran away
152. Learned to juggle
153. Been a boss
154. Sat on a jury
155. Lied about your weight
156. Gone on a diet
157. Found an arrowhead or a gold nugget
158. Written a poem
159. Carried your lunch in a lunchbox
160. Gotten food poisoning
161. Gone on a service, humanitarian or religious mission
162. Hiked the Grand Canyon
163. Sat on a park bench and fed the ducks
164. Gone to the opera
165. Gotten a letter from someone famous
166. Worn knickers
167. Ridden in a limousine
168. Attended the Olympics (speical)
169. Can hula or waltz
170. Read a half dozen Nancy Drew or Hardy Boys books
171. Been stuck in an elevator
172. Had a revelatory dream
173. Thought you might crash in an airplane
174. Had a song dedicated to you on the radio or at a concert
175. Saved someone's life
176. Eaten raw whale
177. Know how to sew
178. Laughed till your side hurt
179. Straddled the equator (instantaneously)
180. Taken a photograph of something other than people that is worth framing
181. Gone to a Shakespeare Festival
182. Sent a message in a bottle
183. Spent the night in a hostel
184. Been a cashier
185. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
186. Joined a union
187. Donated blood or plasma
188. Built a campfire
189. Kept a blog
190. Had chicken pox
191. Worn custom made shoes or boots
192. Made a PowerPoint presentation
193. Taken a Hunter's Safety Course
194. Served at a soup kitchen
195. Conquered the Rubik's cube (a long time ago!)
196. Know CPR
197. ridden in or owned a convertable
198. Found a long lost friend
199. Helped solve a crime
200. Gotten a professional massage

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Matthew Michael

Matthew will soon be half my age.

Picture opportunities are far and few between, so when he lets his guard down, I take full advantage!

Matthew is now 16 years old and is a Junior at RHS. He's a member of the art club, and will be taking a trip next summer to Japan.


MMD likes to make faces at his mother when he knows she is taking his picture and he half-heartedly doesn't want her to.

He'll begin to pick on others that are around, such as his little sister. They exchange their words back and forth. Matthew making clear that he is superior.

He'll keep focused on his little target...

...until something out of the corner of his eye catches his attention. The time for picking on his sister will pass.

Since MMD was little, I've told him not to touch feathers he finds in the street or in the yard unless he washes it!

You see that he listens to his mother very well, as he throws the feather to the ground with disregard for its beauty.

A doctor told us recently that Matthew has stopped growing. I would like to disagree!!! Does this picture not show that his legs have out grown his pants?? He has just grown too fast, and as I recall his Dad grew a little bit after high school!

If Matthew only knew I posted a picture of his hairy legs I think he would have me in a full nelson demanding that I take the picture off the blog. So, shhhhhhh, don't tell him!

I love the pain in the neck that Matthew can be when he wants to be honery. I enjoy his company when we have a moment of alone time. I like to watch Matthew interact with his siblings and can see that he genuinely cares for them in his own way. I worry about him and hope that he is a happy young man. I love being his Mom and he makes me proud!

Monday, August 18, 2008


The family obtained a cat sometime in 2000. He came home from the humane society of Longmont. His name is Scorpio. His name is the sole reason for the enticed trip to the pound and ultimate adoption. Once he was released from his carrier, he owned the house.

He once was a feisty fellow. He loved to hide in his little cat tube that we placed on a table in our living room so he would be able to look out the window when we weren't home. But these days he lounges around all day, that is if he is left out all night.

Scorpio has many luxuries. He sleeps on comfy quits He lounges on the neighbors brand new furniture, on the front porch, and on the arm of my couch .



Scorpio comes and goes as he pleases. If he is forbidden to go outside, he will rest at nothing until he is outside. When he is ready to come in, he pounces the front screen door and if that does not get your attention, he will start to pull at the screen, which makes a distinct sound of "cat pulling screen of door!"

He's tolerated many other four legged friends to come through the house, or stay outside if they choose. He didn't particularly care for two little cats that found their way home from the San Luis Valley, Noodles and Cleopatra. He started to use our laundry baskets as a urinal to protest their presence in the house. Since Scorpio lived in the house first, the two little ones had to find new homes.


Now he shares the house with Mika. She came with a mate named Rico, but he had so many medical problems, that I just couldn't keep up with his medical bills, so we found him a nice home in Lakewood with a Foster Pug mom. She eventually adopted him!

Mika would also chase Scorpio, that is until she found I was not going to allow her to stay in the house if she did! They are buds now. Well, they tolerate each other.

I wanted a little dog so that I would be able to take the creature with me if I were to leave the house, but at the same time, needed something to ground me and keep me home when the kids were not! I needed that something that would fill the silence of an empty house and keep my mind from floating without a reason. Mika keeps me entertained! She barks and chases birds; she talks back to the neighborhood dogs; and sometimes even the dogs on TV.






I love my animals!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

There's been one man in my life that has been a constant.
Love always fills his words.
He's quick to to apologize if he feels he's been in the wrong.
And strong enough to cry with you when you are in pain.
He always has seen the best in me, even when he's seen the worst.
I've always felt more calm when he's around.
I know sometimes he stumbles over his words and he's always willing to teach you something new!
He reached out to me the other day and gave me a hug bear hug, even though he wasn't in the room! I needed that more than I need anything else that day!
I love you Dad!

Friday, July 11, 2008

its time to let go
of the pain from
the past and
move forward with
the love of tomorrow

to see the future
bright with beautiful
waves of rain

moving forward
letting go of the rope
that binds

tears to fall from
joy instead of sorrow
no more shadows
holding me down

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I was driving home yesterday and my brother and I crossed each other's path. I had to run to Loveland and on my way home he was headed in the opposite direction as myself.

I was glad to see that he is ok! I do not know if he recognized me in my new car!?

Friday, May 23, 2008

TORNADOS in Northern Colorado

The morning started out gloomy! The air was heavy and humid. Not really a normal feeling for a Colorado morning. I had to open the window shades to let some light in to the house so I wouldn’t have to turn lights on to see where I was walking!

I head to Longmont after dropping Ashleigh off at school and the sky starts to spit its tiny little droplets onto my vehicle as I approach work. I sit at my desk, read 9news and see the littel alert that there WILL be sever weather in northern and eastern Colorado. Common lately!

My employers were golfing and the associate in the office hasn’t been very busy lately finding STUPID things to complain above, like over the evening hours a coffee pot was left on and the grounds weren’t dumped out of the top. Something that I do at the end of the day, but forgot because I was tired and ready to go home! I do think that I turned the pot off, but I guess it was overlooked! The guys gave us [Heidi and I] permission to go to breakfast since they left us with such a nitpicking, helpless person!! :D

We go to breakfast, head back to the office and shortly after Diana heads in! She tells us how the skies opened up on her and her Dad on their way back from Mead for a social breakfast.

I really didn’t think anything of it as it is normal to have areas in Colorado be a mess in one area while others are not as bad!

Heidi and I head to Wal-Mart for lunch to obtain health and beauty products. It is raining a little bit still and the skies North of town are very dark! The town sirens go off and I try to hear what they are saying while we are drving, but cannot. We pull into a parking lot south of Wal-mart where there were a lot of people standing under a bank drive up to ask what the sirens were screaming! One lady says, “It’s a tornado warning!” I point to the sky above Wal-mart to show them that the clouds are rotating in circles as they comment about going back inside.

Excited and freaked I chase the clouds to the upper most part of Collyer Street, where you can no longer get onto HWY 66, and we watched the clouds over Wal-Mart circle and get closer to the ground!
























We then headed to Wal-Mart as it looked like the clouds had dissipated. We get into Wal-Mart and the employees there usher us to the back of the store. We tell them that the clouds have passed, but they cannot allow us to be in the store because of the risk of the skylights blowing out and harming customers. So we head to the back of the store where they do not allow us to stand in the hall, but make us go back even more to back stock. I look up and guess what I see, more skylights! UGH!


We were ready to be out of there when the all clear finally came! We head back to the office to discover the tornado hit Windsor, one town directly north of where I live, and the other tornados that touched down OH SO CLOSE TO MI CASA!

I tried calling the schools out in Johnstown and Milliken as both Luke and Ashleigh were in school and I couldn't get through to either of them! I watched the 9news webpage even closer than usual to make sure that they were ok! Jeff then called to tell me that he would be going out to Johnstown to get the kids to make sure they were ok!

I spoke to Luke shortly after 3 p.m. He said he didn't hear or see anything and they did the usual drill! No excitement for him!

When I spoke to Ashleigh at 4 p.m. she told me that they had to cancel all of their special acitivites and that they were put in the Library where it was the safest place to be for them. They didn't have electricity and were not allowed to go to their after school care, ABC. I don't think she realizes really what was going on with them, which in her case is a good thing!

When I got home, I discovered that I had a few tree branches down, which is the norm for any storm that rages through my neck of the woods, so I picked them up and put them in a pile near a flower garden to be hauled to the backyard. I checked the rest of the house and then went back outside to work in the yard as usual. Especially since there wasn't any light in the house.

My neighbor across the street asked me over for a drink, so I took a break from the yard work I was doing to get the scoop on what the weather was like while I was at work. She said that it was pretty crazy, but that she worked out in her yard between the systems that moved through town.

She heard just before I got home that a tornado touched down at CR 13 and HWY 60 which is about a three quarters of a mile to the west of my house! She said that they had the road closed down there, but I don't recall it being closed down when I drove home!?

I was without electricity until around 6 a.m. this morning. When I flipped the switch to the kitchen light I was releaved when it turned on!

We are currently in the clear. Heidi just told me there was another Tornado Watch in effect for the same counties in Northern Colorado until 7 this evening! Here we go again!

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

The month in Review, April addition, published May 7, 2008.

I'll try to remember what I saw accurately twisted in my mind.

The last month in pictures. I think I got my hair cut? Or maybe I did it and thought it looked cool, but I can never really capture what it looked like in the picture. GOOF! This picture, lead to these:

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Aunt Bonnies G'ma, G'pa Outhouse scene. I've removed some of the pieces for fear of them getting broken, and just because the wall is not very big at all! I love these pieces!

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I had this bright idea to paint Ashleigh's room this blue ink blue with a hot pink border! What was I thinking? Ashleigh was in Florida with her Tom Sr., and Marylyn, her Paternal G'pa and step G'ma.

The beginning of the mess:






Thanks to the help the job was semi...


...completed.


A dream I saw in a store!

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A trip to MO with my little girl for the dedication of a firehouse and arieal truck to my G'pa Hurtubise, [Phillip Sheridan, (August 26, 1931-April 10, 2007)]Dedication took place 04192008.

Ash lost her tooth in Wichita, KS while eating breakfast in my Mom's ride just before we headed down the road. The tooth fairy had a hard time finding the tooth in MO.

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It snowed on us through Eastern Colorado into Kansas, and rained on us the rest of the way. Some of the narrow roads were a little scary with the trucks driving in the opposite direction would whip our vehicles toward their lane!

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My cousin scared the tar out of us while he stood in the woods with his "halloween" mask, just out the window. He had his head cocked just the right way to may the heart pump with a little fear!

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The road back proved to be a lot dryer, with a stop in Kansas City, MO (Dearborne really). Walking the yard with Uncle Denny and Aunt Dotty (Holt). The sun set was beautiful to me with the moisture in the air and the ground so green! They sure had a lot of work to do with down trees from a winter storm. We [Ashleigh and I] experienced our first thunderstorm of the year with a spectacular lighting show with the loudest claps of thunder!

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Great Aunt Dotty gave Ashleigh a day bed made for dolls. Ashleigh made sure her babies were happy with the new acquisition.

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A self portrait.

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Beginning to work in the yard and a moment of peace captured as birds chirped above her head.

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Looking at my tree...

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looking at my tree continued...

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the setting sun...

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back to the tree...

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Another dream.

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I attended a baseball game between the Colorado Rockies and Los Angeles Dodgers.

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The capturing of another quiet moment. Onions of some kind.

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Looking at another sunset.

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